Title:	Highly annoyed
Topics:	annoyed, no reasons, pissed off, sick of it.
Date:	2007-09-17 @ 19:01
Security:	public
Mood:	pissed off

Okay,
So I know that most of my blogs seems to be based around unhappiness and me being annoyed for some reason or another, but that's because it feels like this is one of the only places I can vent my truly vent my feelings withought certain people seeing it...as far as I know.

Soooo, anyways. Today it would appear that one of my "friends" [at the moment I think the term is to be used lightly] is not talking to me at all. She hasn't said a word to me all day and she won't even tell me what the f*ck I've done wrong. And it would appear that it's rubbing off my other two "friends" as they seem rather quiet/distant or however you want to put it. 

I have no idea what I've done and to be perfectly honest I feel that she is acting very chilish about it. If she was really that mature, then she would try talking to me and telling me what I've done wrong instead of pretending that she could've give a sh*t if I was dead and buried tomorrow. I don't know what to do. Because like I have said before, if I broach the subject then she'll make it seem like I'm the one in the wrong and I've mucked up...I mean HELLO!! I don't know what I'm supposed to do!

I want to broach the subject but right now I feel as though I would be better off invisible. I hate being ignored for unbeknown reasons. Actually I hate being ignored anyways but especially when I don't know why. What makes it worse, is that it's like a gradual slope because one of my freinds has been getting quieter and more sarcastic [in a non humerous way] towards me the last few weeks. And they've been talking to me less and less and not including me as much.

I'm getting sick of it. The secrets, lies, decite and childish goings on. I mean, they need to grow up a bit!!
Oh gosh.
Someone just please help me!!
I could really be doing with some advice whether I should talk to them, ignore them too or just pretend there is no difference. Or any better ideas you might have!!

Please?
Someone?
xxxx

Title:	Boredom
Topics:	annoyed, birthday, bored, exams., school
Date:	2007-09-06 @ 19:16
Security:	public
Location:	Home
Music:	Silence just now...
Mood:	annoyed

Hey Bloggers,
How are we all today?

It's been a while since I posted my first blog on here I know but I've been kept busy.

Firstly, it was my birthday on the 19th- and it resulted in my parents buying me an electric guitar =D So I'm currently teaching my self [ well attempting] to play it. So far I'm not doing too badly and I haven't given up yet which is a good sign.

Secondly, I'm now back to school and currently in 4th year which means that in Novmeber I shall have my prelims and then in May I have my proper Standard Grade/Int 2 exams. So yes how fun (!!) Oh yeah, in two weeks and 6 days [thank my English teacher for that] I have my personal study exam/nab...thingy. So that'll be a blast...I just have to get my notes written up, ha ha.

I'm just thinking, I wonder if anyone will actually read this?
Or if it's just a nice quiet place for me to vent and air any current issues I have?
Maybe a bit of both? Who knows? Well if you're reading this then obviously you know don't you? =P

And yes, as my little thingy says I am annoyed?
Why?
Simple.
Yesterday I was sent home from school. I go back today and ask one of my mates what I missed and she said that one of our mates got a text from her Dad asking how many tickets to order for this gig we wanted to go to. They knew I wanted to go yet they only said 3 for them. So I was annoyed there...then...I found out my Mum/Dad would be able to get me a ticket if I could get in and/or out with her Dad. Turns out her Mum and Dad are going for a meal in the town of the gig so there won't be enough room if I was to go. The fact is it was automatically decided I wouldn't go. One of my mates is also annoyed for me like...thankfully she agrees it isn't fair.
So yeah, I'm rather annoyed at that. Me being the odd one out, left on the side again = (

But there's not much I can do is there?

Oh well, I'm off. I think I've bored you enough as it is with my nonsese and other stuff you don't need to know.
I may write more foten.
I'll see.
Like I say...I wonder if this'll get read..?

Lots of loveys
Hannah
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